She lived a wild and free life. Full of adventure, full of fun. Yet behind closed doors, she hid her fears. Only I bore witness to these fears. I saw each moment of her highs, and every moment of her lows. These days I look back. I try to picture how things were.
You were fearless and full of heart. You loved the world, you found greatness in everything around you. You saw the good in everyone you encountered. I remember days when you sat alone with me and cried in my arms. You cried over loved ones, you cried over our friendship.
You needed me, I needed you. We depended on each other for so much in the past. I remember holding your hands and looking into your eyes as you shared your fears. I remember saying that everything will be okay. We hugged, we cuddled, we had each others back.
I remember our fights. I allowed you to vent out your anger towards me. Even though it wasn't directed at me. You had your bad days and bad nights that were just part of you.
I don't miss that part of you. But what I miss the most is that we could speak everyday just about everything. I guess we don't need each other as much anymore.
But as your loyal friend, I'll always be by your side. Even if you need to talk as before.
From this day forth, I guess I need to learn to depend on me, and you need to depend on you.
Our Friendship was priceless. I remain hopeful that one day when you have your life back again. That once you have found yourself and found your heart, that we can sit down and talk without your fears pushing us apart.
Forever yours in spirit.
Fred
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